كتبت هذي الكلمــآت مـن مـدة لمــآ حسيت لـ لحظة بالكــآبه، أنـــآ من النــاس اللي ما يغيــب المــوت عــن بآلهم أبـــدا، لأنه نهـــآية كل حــي، و مــآ بيميز بين صغير و كبير… أتمنى تعجبكــم كلمــآتي…
A Message From My Grave…
Today, I’m greeting you as I used to do in my everyday life, however this time, I’m passing my greetings to you from another world; a completely different world which has no connection to yours. Maybe I have the ability to see you, but you have no idea about how my new life is going and how I’m living here…
And what can I tell you about my current life? Hmm…well, maybe you all would find it hard to absorb, but I can summarize all what I can say and declare instead that this life is much more comfortable than my former one! I guess you’re unable to accept that since you believe that there’s no life after death, yet I’m telling you that there’s a definitely new life after death, and I’m honestly thankful to God because he finally made my destination here, sooner and not later.
Believe me, I feel that I’m better than ever; everything pleasant is available here – for good people – while on the other hand, I see the bad ones suffering the consequences of their bad deeds in their lives, I see them regretting everything they’d done and wishing to return to the former life to make amends for their sins. I, however, never wish to get back to you, but I’m waiting for you to come over!
It’s true I made mistakes, but I took the chance when my soul was still activating my body, and appealed to God for forgiveness, thus, I have not got punishments for them; you know, repentance demolishes what precedes it.
Nothing’s ever harder than that moment when your soul is making its way out of your body. It usually takes minutes, but God knows they feel like endless hours! I know that I’ve done well towards God in my life, therefore he gave me an unforgettable reward when I was passing away; he eased the pain of my death and lessened it way too much. Unlike when I happened to be an ungrateful creature, then he would have punished me very harshly in return for what I did shameful.
But how amazing and weird! I was visualizing the ‘beautiful’ scenes in a moment, and in the following one, my vision suddenly began to observe something else! Nothing was faster than moving to this world. Couples of minutes ago, I was hearing your cries over me, and I was glaring at your mourning faces, but right now, all I see is something which I cannot really describe, but it seems sweet, really.
I’m not feeling like I used to do while living; currently I’m formed as a soul. Actually, this life is inhabited by souls. You can’t find a moving body here, because you will not retrieve it before the Hereafter, when all the human kind will be revived for being sent to either the lovely Paradise or the terrifying hell.
I’ve finally managed to meet those people to whom ‘we’ said goodbye forever long ago, most of them are having a good time here, because you and I had a clear idea about their pleasant reputations and their respected accomplishments. And here I’m giving you an advice that we should not over-react when someone passes away, especially when they’re known as good people, because we’re destined to meet them someday, sooner or later, and after all, death is inevitable, and we all have the same ending, no matter how the way to it actually was.
I recall that I perished with another pain inside me, besides the pain of dying. You know I faced a lot in my life, and I tried my best to remain stable in front of all shocks and never to surrender, succumb or collapse. Eventually, all that left a huge burden on my shoulder and an intolerable pain in my chest. But you may not believe it if I tell you that all what I felt when I was living, suddenly vanished! Seriously, that’s also one of God rewards to me for my endless patience and my great belief in his majority. He got me rid of all those sufferings and replaced them with happiness I’ve never felt like before, even though I do not recall dying with a smile on my face…
I’m not aiming to implant fear inside you, because I know you’re now wondering how the hell is she announcing she’s in another world while her carcass is buried here?! But hey people, I’ve just told you that I’m in a world which consists of souls only, and even those who left their lives before me and whom I got to meet them. It’s a sensible fact that only their bones at the most are remained at your world as a reference for them!
Finally, I’m convinced that God snatched me away from you to give me comfort and release me from the burdens of life which you all are subject to bear. I’m also convinced that I’m destined to die at this early age, while I was supposed to enjoy my adolescence to the utmost like every average teenager, and I did never refuse or object. On the contrary, actually if I had stayed alive, I would have asked God endless times to quicken the ending of me, and to take me beside him permanently as soon as possible. As said, life is a prison for the good, and a paradise for the bad, and I cannot deny that I was a non-stop suffering prisoner!
I recommend you to take care of yourselves and to seize every second you’re living right now. Don’t ever waste your time on nonsense, always put into your mind that above everything, there’s a God whose mercy you have to ask for and to whom you have to appeal. And be sure that no matter how long our separation will be, I’ll still be waiting for you to join me here, but you ought to make me guarantee that you’ll join me in the little Paradise I was granted in advance; it’s still in your hands!
I have never said farewell and I will not say it now. Hope to see you soon! …Rawan
